Lately I’ve been hanging with this guy “Mac”. He’s the type of guy that I thought that I’d never be into. He’s in foster care, no job, no car, “dropped outta school”, basically a troubled youth. He’s open my eyes to so many things that are wrong with this world. The foster care system over here in Ontario fucking sucks. How dare they not put these kids in proper homes. I also met a 13 year old, who doesn’t go to school, barely goes home to his foster parents, smokes weed, drinks, does drugs. Doesn’t anyone else see something wrong with this. His foster parents don’t even provide the kid with a fucking winter jacket. I did the right thing and bought him some and I’m also giving him love because that’s what he really needs. I know that I cannot take care/raise a 13 year old, but I’m gonna try. This kid opened up to me and showed me things that I honestly fucking disturbed me. When I move out I’m gonna get my own place and offer this kid a home and help him get into school, because everyone has given up on him and I know he has so much potential. It’s crazy how this world is man.
I wanna slit my throat so badly. I fucking hate myself and I’m a worthless piece of shit who doesn’t deserve anything in life.
Base By: Jahrenesis